After the day has passed away I am usually left in my thoughts. Trying to figure out who is true, who is fake, which way to go, which risk to dive into, who to share it with, and who to partner with.
Honestly, I went wrong when I tried to figure. I am slowly learning to break away from my trust issues and just say a prayer and be confident in knowing that God is guiding me and that I am ok. It’s not easy living in a world that loves to take advantage of people when you have a giving and lifting people up type of spirit. Especially when you find yourself lifting, and pouring into others that really would never do the same for you which doesn’t make them a horrible person but it has taught me to take care of Dee first and STOP people pleasing and it should teach you same thing.I am learning that I am not selfish for loving on Dee. I can still help others but I am learning to first help myself and that’s the truth. Now, I just gotta put that taking care of Dee thing into action.
Peace and Blessing to you all…….Enjoy your weekend!!!
I swear I left my purse inside of my house about three times to be exact and I literally had to run back in and grab it only to think about something else I was missing or had just plan on forgot. The last time I ran frantically up my stairs and into my house I stopped for a second and remembered to breath and just relax, I figured that maybe I wasn’t meant to meet my friends on time that day so I decided to just plop down on my couch and meditate. Within sections I was walking myself through a total relaxation situation and after 40 mins of a energy clearing meditation I was ready to start my journey again and believe it or not I didn’t forget my purse this time…..
Enjoy your day beautiful people and remember how important it is to STOP….and STILL the mind….
On your journey towards healing it is truly a bumpy ride and scary as hell at times but nobody said transformation was easy. It’s scary to move from your comfort zone into a zone you are not so familiar with. So in order to grab at that life you want to live you must first accept transformation and be ready to transform and grow into the beautiful butterfly you are….. Cocoons are so tight and definitely uncomfortable for the butterfly so they stand still and allow life to happen and go through the process because they know the rewards will be so much better than before… They know that when they come out of that cocoon they will have beautiful wings and be able to fly but in order for that process to take place that had to become comfortable with being uncomfortable for a short time……Be Happy, comfortable, and working towards your goals while you are uncomfortable and be ready to transform into that butterfly and take off with your health, education, marriage, loving self, transformation and everything else in your life….
Enjoy your day beautiful people!
A brown beautiful landed near my handle bars when I was doing some pull downs and it just sat there and sort of chilled and then it flew off and of course I googled the meaning and butterflies symbolize life and longevity and hope so then I continued to read on and it says it symbolizes transformation and as I continued to read I grew more interested in this theory so I continued reading and it said before a caterpillar transforms it’s in a cocoon and if someone helps the butterfly emerge from the cocoon it dies therefore one must transform on it’s on without the aide of others because every transformation is an intense spiritual reconnection meant to make you trust in God and learn how to trust in self
I was out in my garden today with my husband and as we were looking at our vegetables and fruits my husband turned to me and said, “You know we are just like those plants. You see when my plant was leaning over I went over to it and put a stick up for it to lean on and then I watered it” I looked over and I said to him that the plant is standing strong and he said, ” I gave it a shoulder to lean on and nourishing food”. I sat back and I really took it in and my husband is absolutely correct. We must feed out souls with goodness and have some good people to lean on as well. Gardening has taught me a lot about life, patience, and support on my path of growth. I know now that I need some nutrient rich soil or foundation and then some good food for my plants or soul and then lots of fresh air and nature mixed in with tons of pruning and love.
Enjoy your weekend!!!!!
Peace and Blessings to you 🙂
We have gotten away from the basics of sticking together and loving each other….We as in women have become so competitive that we have forgotten to support and uplift each other…Men have their special bound but where is our bond?…I’ll tell you where…OUT the damn door….What are you outlooks on my personal reflection rant?